冲淡

*时间可以冲淡一切*

trust me...
that's true..xDD
*chewahhh...*
*duno who always emo2 there ho...xDDD*
haiya...emo good for health what..
better than nothing to do..
better than always neutral mood there..
life mah...
for sure should got different moods mah...
boring lah if always neutral mood...xDD

okay..
seriously,please trust me..
i'm fine..xDDD
most important 1 is,i'm saggitarius please..xDDD
what do u expect???
dun over expect lor..
u duno me well...XDDD
like that day outing with ah DH,said wanna join them go somewhere..
but he asked,u x scare wit ah K meh?
weyyy...
x scare lor..fren lah..for me lah..
if x fren,wont wish during birthday lor..xDD
sorry lah , my kien pak style...=p
but sometimes didnt wish ppl becox 4gt oh..=p
dono,i cant find a better reason for me to hate him lor..
no point wat..

*please dont judge me by my past..thanks..*
*but!! dont worry,i still keep my BLUR FACE,CONFUSING,CRAZY and KEPOJI style with me now..=)*

actually didnt realized it..
last nite accidentally saw a photo album given by ah blood during 17th birthday..
lied nicely on my rak...
u noe,she wrote wishes at d cover ther..
with the drawing somemore..xDDD
looked at d wishes n drawing, laughed stupidly..xDD
funny weyy..=p
bt dun post it here..
not good tuh...xDD

lastime bek n saw it...
emo weyy..(=///=)
but tistime no wor...
but replaced wit laughed stupidly...xDD
i guess if gv ah blood see it,she will gam gai lor..=p
becox she wrote it wat...
but now everything changed oledi..xDDD
well~its okay...
at least din regret with the changes lor..xDDD


enjoy life with my frens there lor..
got "geng kapak", "geng rumah sewa mapia" ...
i guess i should build a geng n name as "geng lawak"..xDDD

n geng medic n dental student pulak..
ish ish..
another geng lawak too..xDD
ah V ar...
everytime if meet, sure wil say " ahbi,meh lei suka mah liu neng oh.."
wat he said to me during CCN??
"ａｈｂｉ，ｔｈｉｓ　ｇｕｙ this guy n this guy　ｄｏｎｔ　hａｖｅ　ｇｉｒｌｆｒｅｎ　ｙｅｔ．．"
even point to them wor..(=///=)
bcox thatime i just finished taking photo with them..
i guess he saw i take photo with them so come n usik2..
aduii...luckily they din hear it..xDD

ah J tat monkey ar...
preparation for mom 1day b4 CCN..
bought dress,shoes,accessories,belt n make up..@.@
80++
50++
20++
100+
MONKEY yang caring nih...xDDD


okay ok~~
out of topic oledi..=p
errr..
distance make changes too..=)
my opinion lor...
i bet i cant so siao sa if i continue form 6 lor..xDD
as u noe.....
*chewahhh...
*low pitch*-even far from here i used up longtime pun...cant imagine if just stay here..xDD
okay lah..

wait!!
a necklace doesnt mean anything please..
just a necklace..
cox MY necklace stil at shop..
haven buy lor..xDD

OKAY...
end of topic...
conclusion is,time make changes...
and distance too...
n i believed it..
before tis i x belif lor..
but now blif liao lor..
happy liao lor..xDDD





sorry,
i duno u all wanna out or not..
n duno is it okay if i ask for outing...
so i just act duno..

like lastime..
ah L ever said me everytime bek but din inform them 1..
sorry..
wan to inform..
jsut scare later they dislike..
reli duno..
i x dare to step out 1st step,d most important step.>.<.
want
but
x dare to
just wan to say that :ｕ　ａｒｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．．
maybe b4 tis we din contact,but i hope nothing change..=D

movie

watching a drama..
“富贵门”..
aduiii..
watched tis movie n made me ..........
hmmm...
just until episode 3 only..
felt like : nowadays ar,hard to differentiate true or false..
my opinion lah after watching..
a women,she thought her husband loves her..
when he disappeared,she is very2 sad...
even after 1year,still x allow her son to stop searching for her husband...
she gets mad when she noe her son is going to stop finding her husband..
but then she never expect her husband wil have perempuan simpanan..
and had a SON too!!!
she thought her husband was THE BEST HUSBAND!!
BEST GUY!!
but,see??
she only gets know about this fact after her husband disappeared..
n she found tat her husband still looking for his son n kept everything related wit his perempuan simpanan..@.@
TOO BADDDDDDDD!!!!!

maybe becox he dun love his wife anymore..
maybe she,as a wife isnt good enough...
maybe both of them did something wrong to each other...
sometimes guy's problem..

sometimes gal's problem...

but.....
duno...




how to know whether someone is really good to you or just acting?
im sorry i didnt know about that.
what i nid is -"i'm here"..
but not "are u okay"..

Chinese Culture Night 2012

ahaaa~~
went to CCN before we back to hometown~~
bought new shoes 1day before the event..=p
haiya..
dun hv shoes mah..
so bought a new white colour 1..
then just "chang dak hei" tat dress mah...xDD

well~~
lets c those pics then..
didn upload all of it lah..
jx upload few pics here oni..
but fb got..
d link below shows all of it..=D
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.388786114472560.96268.100000235251542&type=3


*oopss* 4gt to SIGN my name jor...=p

holidays~~~

aloha~~~

longtime no update liao..xDDD

lets tok bout my holidays then...xDDD

i ENJOYED my 1st n 2nd days of holidays with mr. DIARRHEA!!!

*grrr*

aduiii..tired weyy...

n my fren asked me to buy "dynacharcoal" from pharmacy if stil diarrhea..

dynaCHARCOAL...

charcoal worr....=p

i tot he asked me buy poison for myself ar...xDDD

got hang out with ah DH...

tok lor...xDDD

both of us stil talkative lah..xDD

guess wat...

i used SILENT mode for 3days after i bek here..

everything got fb mah....

n i felt my ringtone was quite annoying so i didnt change it back to normal after get out from flight..xDDD

texting wong ahbi just like waiting for lucky draw..

if u r lucky,u will get my reply in few minutes after u send to me..

if u arent,sorry lah...xDDD

d 2nd day i bek here,i replied his msg after 3hours..xDDD

like i said,everything got fb mah..

*advantage of single..can put in silent mode for many days..*xD

okay ok~~

enjoying my holidays wit games...@.@

addicted to rollercoaster mania oledi..

aduii..

got 1 day duno why wifi jam....@.@

luckily got went to shop..

use bro's comp play awhile...xDD

without internet,im just liked a DEAD FISH~~~!!!!

@.@

bcox nothing to do lor...

play with aaron..

aduiii....

tis little guy ar....

so talkative moh....xDDDD

*seems lik same wit his aunt hor??*

gepoji..xDDDD

until now stil dun hv job...

aduiii....

if can,dunwan work as salesgirl lah...

salary between 350 until 450..

din include lunch pun...

plus minyak baba lagi..

abit low lah..@.@

yesterday helped cousin apply dip nursing usm...

done..=)

hope she can get it lorr..=D

after that we lunch togeter..

saw got a clinic needs an assistant..

so today i go n asked lor...

but d girl looked quite hmmmmm....

UNfriendly lor...@.@

i asked her : wan partime or fulltime 1...

she said wan fulltime 1...

aduiii..

n mama said usually clinic will gv 500-600 wor...

plus if work at clinic,mayb can learn somethg too...

but i cant get it...

how sad..

i wan work lah...

wan buy necklace for myself..

so tat dun hv to wear this necklace anymore..@.@

wan salary lah...

so tat i can get NEARER wit the NEW IPAD!!!=D

my little cousin at miri..

after SPM..

worked at kedai kasut...

salary 1000....

aduiiii...

if here got kedai kasut hire a salesgirl with 1000,i guess it wil BANKRUPT soon!!!@.@

plan wan apply as temporary teacher at somewher...

but fulled liao...

even ah DH pun cant get it...@.@

why ar why.....

why no job.....=(

why no clinic need a partime assistant..=(((

quotes

*I believe guys will always be able to make girls CRY,

but if a girl can make a guy cry then it clearly means SHE IS EVERYTHING FOR HIM ♥..♥*

*The more, I deny you in my heart, the more painful it is, because I know deep inside I'm loving you now. But what can I do... You are not mine.*

*I'm letting you go not because I don't love you any longer is just that I'm so tired of all the pain every time I am with you.*

*Sometimes the heart cannot afford to be just friend:(*

*You said you'd never let go. Well here's news for you, it takes two to tell a lie; one to tell it and the other to believe it. I believed you

*That stupid song you used to sing? It came on the radio today and I cried; wishing I could throw the radio out the window. Like you threw me away.*

*If you loved me enough you would have never left me, you would have done ur best to be here with me! This shows you lied to me everytime u said i love you!):*

*I hate it when I have to act strong when all I wanna do is break down and cry and it's all because I lost someone that meant the world to me!!

*Dear Heart,

I wish that you would only beat for the right person that I will be with because those other relationships almost killed you and it hurts a lot.

you said you loved me and would do anything for me, but you lied. Sorry i wasn't good enough for you.

那些年

潘瑋柏[808] "我們都怕痛"

*不再相信*

emo2

d song reminds me of u but i still liked it

just like :

"u know u're going to die if u continue walking

but u didnt change ur way

stil continue in moving forward"

LOL

what i did in psychia ward..

stupid..xDDD

stupid=X

aduii...tis 1..@.@

321对不起

nice song too..:')

你轻轻遮住我的眼睛
问我是否相信
只要你慢慢数三二一
我就开始哭泣
世界上最简单的咒语
三个字对不起
最后要说出的我恨你
却变成我爱你

是谁先抱紧
说不知该去哪里
是谁在怀里
说着对我很在意
是我玩不起
baby你太卑鄙
游戏的结局我连输都很多余

你轻轻遮住我的眼睛
问我是否相信
只要你慢慢数三二一
我就开始哭泣
世界上最简单的咒语
三个字对不起
最后要说出的我恨你
却变成我爱你

是谁先抱紧
说不知该去哪里
是谁在怀里
说着对我很在意
是我玩不起
baby你太卑鄙
游戏的结局我连输都很多余

是谁先抱紧
说不知该去哪里
是谁在怀里
说着对我很在意
是我玩不起
baby你太卑鄙
游戏的结局我连输都很多余

你轻轻遮住我的眼睛
问我是否相信
只要你慢慢数三二一
我就开始哭泣
世界上最简单的咒语
三个字对不起
最后要说出的我恨你
却变成我爱你

你轻轻遮住我的眼睛
问我是否相信
只要你慢慢数三二一
我就开始哭泣
世界上最简单的咒语
三个字对不起
最后要说出的我恨你
却变成我爱你
i love you...

nice song

loved this song veryX100000000 much...xDD

*when there was me and you*

it's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
i'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care
i thought you were my fairytale
a dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star
thats coming true
but everybody else could tell
that i confused my feelings
with the truth
when there was me and you


i swore i knew the melody
that i heard you singing
and when you smiled
you made me feel
like i could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
i'm only left with used-to-bes
and once upon a song

now i know your not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star
just don't come true
cause now even i can tell
that i confused my feelings
with the truth
because i liked the view
when there was me and you

for my dear aaron

*wau*

ahaaaa~~~
guess what...
today i ply wau lor...
1st time moh...xDD
*overexcited*

unfortunately,ah T n ah Y cant join..>.<.
thought wanna enjoy wit them b4 long holiday...@.@
they hav to packing2..
so i go lor...
err,im just like a MAN...
gonna play wau wit guys...
duno..i dun care lah got guys or gals..
as long as im happy wit wat im doing..
1st time got chance play wau wor....xDDDDD
excited lah....xDDDD

seriously i guess i should be a man but not a gal..
since im sooooo man...xDD


okay~
5.30+ started my "journey" to jogging track..:p
THEY TAK SAMPAI lagi..
i thought i was late bah..=p
so jogging xia lor..
half round..
received msg-wil b late cox hv to repair wau..
so i continued jogging lor..
tired weyyy....
finish 1 round saw ah AK..
walked wit him lor...
i thought he wil come wit ah E them gok...
luckily he came earlier..
if not i guess im going to jog for 2nd round pulak...=p
talk lor...
his fren passed by ther n ask him wat hes doing ther..
he said dating..
*grrr*
dating pulak...@.@

wait n wait..
finally another 2 guys r coming...=p

okay..
im a little bit weird lor...
play wau wit sport shoes..@.@
but i packed my shoes into 1 of the boxes oledi lor..
so wear sport shoes lor...
as im going to wear sport shoes home...xDD
seriously,WEIRD..>.<.


*playing wau*
*photographing*
fun..xDDD
good experienced lah...xDDD
n ah E ah AI ah AK looked so pro in playing wau...
*grrr*
jeles lah..@.@
they even made wau by their own since young..
but i just play it for the 1st time at age 20..@.@
too bad..=(
stil remembered ah T replied : u know how to play wau meh?"
when i asked her to ply wit us...
aduiii..im just like a kid without happy childhood..@.@


playing wau-i like i like...xDDD
<3<3<3

*oopss*

these what i did in the middle of the night~~
ahaaa~~
STEAL their pics n EDIT...xDDD
i like to edit pic weyyy...xDDD
anyone would like to hire me to edit pictures for you??XDDD

little thingy

found this...
during cleaning..
LOL~~
broken 1..
just like the relationship between the giver and receiver..@.@
who cares~~
wait!im not emo-ing ya..xDD

weeewit~~sexy butt...=p

my dear ahmek gv 1~~~<3

but i think nowadays i love ultraman more...

but unfortunately seldom have thinggy about ultraman...=(

exam week

ahaaa~~

this sem i was late lor...

last sem wil post after every paper..

but now only i post..

cox wat...???

busy gua...=p

focus study lah...*muka serious*xDDD

well~~~

start my story then~~=p

once upon a time..........

err,i mean last week..xD

sorry lah...crazy jor...xDD

okay ok...

1st paper for this sem was HTV..

teknik berfikir..

this paper ar!!!!

"ENAM TOPI BERFIKIR"~

then!!

i thought it was the topic..

but then my frens said "tu ialah suruh guna 6 topi bfikir"..

ah T,ah S,ah A and ah E said like that...

*gRRRRR*

fine....@.@

then 2nd paper-psychology..

lecturer said all logical answers are accepted..

no comment about this...

i wrote as many as i can...xDD

3rd paper-med-surg..

2essays..

PD-hope my answer=lecturer's answer..xDD

nursing management-omg~drainage...fine...no comment..>.<.

well~~

OSCE...

it's a KILLER!!!!!!

wong ahbi is killed by OSCE..>.<.

but thanks God~~

at least i changed to station 7..

its far2 better than station 3..xDD

okay...

last subject-mental health..

objective...=p

wondering why they always put the objective sub for the last paper...@.@

as usual~~

objective~~

who cares~~~=p

*sounds so pro moh..xDD*

slp around 3 i think...

bcox i off fb around 2.30am..

but then i listened songs on bed again..=p

my hobby-listening to songs on bed b4 slp...eventho in very2 sleepy mode..

crazy gal....*.*

okay~~

finish exam~~

get the souvenir from ah M-a little cute bear..

since i absent during dinner..

as i went to DORAEMON WORLD 2012...xDDD

sorry lah,for me,doraemon world is important than dinner..=p

so she gv it to me by today lor since today last day liao...xDD

went to murni cafe for lunch lor..

lunch at 10+am ??

BRunch then..=p

ah L n ah F came join us..

so ah T,ah Y,ah L,ah F n i sit together lor..

"bodyguards' meeting?"xDDD

ah Y n i wear d same color T..

another 3 "bodyguards" wear baju interyear..xDD

quite funny lah..

bcox b4 tis we went to play basketbol...

but i wore same color wit ah Y..

so ah T called us as bodyguard...(=///=)

but now,C??!!

they even wear SAME T..xDDDD

n ar!! that ah L ar...

put his bag n said "hey just now ur husband cal me n used mandarin talk to me.made me shocked..haha.."

since when i married lah??

how comes i duno i gt husband oledi??xD

but i noe WHO IS MY HUSBAND...=p

bcox they always kacau2 lah..

husband lah..

boyfren lah...

many nicknames..xDD

its jx looks like they duno his name,keep on using "ur bf/ur husband"...xDD

n they looked like very happy when kacau2 like tat..

but made us blushing all the time...(=///=)

aduiiii...

since when they start relateKAN ahbi n him togeter??

and why???

ah T said she felt thers something between us when she saw we use d same profile pic..

heh???

i saw he changed it so i change too lor..

bcox i felt fun lah like that..use same profile pic...xDDD

cute lah if use same profile pic with fren..xDD

duno...i just liked tat..xDD

okok~~after food~~

asked 1 more time bout abc..

*b4 start eating i asked oledi but dun hv..*

TAK ADA LAGI..!!!

woii....

bila baru ada lah..@.@

fine~~nurani got mah...xDD

lepak lepak~~~

at murni cafe....

then went to che din...

ah T belanja drinks...=p

then planned lepak at DM4 lor...

kaki lepak..xDD

saw those "geng rumah sewa mapia" at dm4..=p

geng rumah sewa mapia-these terms:*learned it this few days* =p

ah T keep on singing what "bye kesayangan........."

aduii....

stand bside ah E n gv "late birthday gift" to him lor..

his geng~~

n 'my geng'~~=p

their responds.....@.@

fine...blushing once again...@.@

gosh~!!

i guess theres a BIG MISUNDERSTANDING there..@.@

a gift doesnt mean anything lor...=)

continue our lepak2...xDD

then went to atm to check elaun,...

BELUM MASUK..

*GRRRRRRR*

lepak until 12...

then bek to my room n PACKING~~

get a box from ah Z..=D

then packing packing~~

until 2pm something...

5boxes..

n 1 HEAVY LUGGAGE!!@.@

i shifted ALL OF THEM from blok A to 3th floor..

i'm just............too MAN...>.<.

heavy moh....@.@

then lepak2 with ah Z at cafe nurani...

well~~

as u noe,im KING of lepak..=p

planned wanna jogging..longtime no jog liao...>.<.

n i guess im going to miss d jogging track after this..=p

5months weyy...

lepak2 until 5+pm...

packing jap..

fb jap...

sleepy bt stil refuse to sleep...

stil wan on fb...

duno why...@.@

during exam time,busy with fb..

but now holiday liao,fb quiet pulak...@.@

bored......

TOMOLO MUST GO TO JOG liao..@.@

last day...

since friday im going to Chinese Culture Night...

cant imagine whats my frens' responds when see wong ahbi with dress...(=///=)

that's right

*watch*

just now trying to clean up all the notes for this sem..

and my messy table..=.=

found these..

bought 3 watches since 1st year..

but then no one left in good condition..

<<----especially this 1

bought it in this sem..

last month i think..

used it for 2weeks i guess..

then become like this...

lol..

1st time bought this type wor..

*rabbit*

remind me of ah U..

bought this with him during 1st year..

and of cox with ah T them together...

thought i date with him meh..=p

he kept on gek me when i bought this..

what rabbit rabbit..xDD