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last night was my first time work for night shift in my life..

in mY life o..xD

first time o..xD

from 9pm until 7am..

i prefer night shift than morning or afternoon,as night shift whole world O O ther..

silent wat..xD

wait!! not whole world.but all patients in ward..=)

of cos,i din curi tulang too ok..

buat wat i shud buat..xD

after done my work,start my "homework" lah..

got 1 staff nurse O O ther ler..

i do my medical terms lor..

just done 230 words..

last night continue for another 270 words,cx tutor wan 500 medical terms..

GOSH!!!

well,now left 70words more..=)

i saw a emergency trolley beside a patient's bed..

yes,i am thinking something while i saw it..

and!! what i thought,came true..LOL!! =.=

she passed away at 4.30am..

machine: di di di di di di di

but not,di...di...di...di...

heard the sound from machine,noe wat happen liao..

so,we prepare lah..

take off branula,CBD,face mask..

her body temperature dropped...

just,in few minutes..

bcame cold corpse..

take off all clothes,tied her legs,hands...

then,balut wit bed sheet n wait attendance to send her to mortuary..

somehow..felt sad..

she changed from human to a corpse..

we cant do anything to save her..

just,looked at the monitor and observed..

noe her BP dropped until none,heartbeat bcum 0..

wat shud we do??or shud i say,wat CAN we do???

as a student nurse...

sometimes,its reli hard to accept DEATH...

i,not her relative,duno her at all..felt sad..

how bout her relative??

her husband??

her sons n daughters..??

how to accept that his wife,their mother had gone....???

this is first time i saw a patient passed away during my shift..

i thought i scare to see the corpse and maybe cant make it..

but,i did it...=|

shud i hapi??

patient passed away...will hapen again..

in future N years...

perhaps can cope it..=)

tonight going for second night shift..

hope everything okay..=)

and thanks God,i din see any mak cik putih last night..=p

night shift not as scary as i thought..=)