Friday, December 30, 2011

what the.....

back from church..
naik bus liao...SP sit beside me...
ah v datang n ka liu a 'game' with me..
seriously i dont think its a game.
cox i...i...kena buli lah..>.<
2fingers tuk my eyes..
my eyes close n open n close..=.=
haiya dono how to describe la..
conclusion is i kena buli jiu shi liao la..>.<
ok fine..

then ahxin come n ask wanna follow van or not..
jiu follow lo...
then van gt ahliang,ahxin,ah V,rose,ambrose, ah P n me lo..
supper..=.=
skipped my dinner,but supper...
how many times oledi..>.<.
discussing about steambot lor..
bla bla bla bla......

ahliang eat ah v's laksa,changed seat wit ah xin..
then ah V wan eat cake,ah xin changed with him...
*complicated* =p

那V先生突然动我脚讲有猫。。=.=!!!
hey!!
猫是我最怕的动物之一好吗?
就吓到啦。。
一看!
没有。。@.@
这只猴子啊。。。>.<.

后来阿X讲要拿草席,他朋友要借。。
其他人就会自己的宿舍咯。。
阿V和阿X跟我到房间。。
给他们钥匙他们自己去找。。=p
因为我要拿蛋糕去楼上冰箱。。*.*
恐怖的任务。。
因为那间房间没有电灯,暗暗地。。。。>.<.
就快快拿去小冰箱放进去,去另一个冰箱找orange..
因为阿V刚才有问哪里有的买,他两天没吃水果了。。=.=
这家伙,会不会吃的太健康了。。=p
既然都上来冰箱了,就找下给他咯。。
我会不会牺牲大了点。。??
在这么恐怖的房间里呆上十秒以上。。
要知道,平时可是*都不要晚上上来的。。>.<.
没办法,不上来的话SK auntie给的蛋糕会坏掉。。
这些恐怖就算了。。
走下楼梯经过客厅时听到很恐怖的声音。。
我吓到转过头看,我还以为是外国人在客厅的。。
结果没人!
吓到赶紧走过。。
转弯,看到阿X在门口的了,阿V从旁边出来。。
阿X讲不是他。。
原来是另一只!!
VICTOR TING!!!!!!!
可恶的猴子!!!
亏我还这样好心去拿oranges来给他。。
短短一小时内吓我两次。。。@.@
在测试我的胆量啊??>.<.
幸好那时没有哭出来。。
不然就更丢脸了。。T.T
*emo at the corner liao*

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

gosh~~

lastnite slp at....
ermm...around 2.30am i think..
today very very very very sleepy...
OMG!!
chair-talk with ah T..xDD
we dont have pillow with us,so,its chair talk..xDD
after that went to cafe murni with ah M..
waiting for mango blended..
heard ah j :"亲爱的阿吡”..
天啊!!
这猴子啊。。。
敢敢在大厅广众随便叫。。@.@

两点半上课。。
跟阿T躲在DKA看戏,聊天。。
上课时根本就是处于睡着状态。。xDD
阿T也是。。
take 5时她直接睡着。。
还打呼。。xDDD

五点半跑步。。
err,是走走。。没有跑。。xDD

玩guitar..xDD

九点多老二和阿X来。。
给我大包。。=///=
还多买一粒。。
问是买给谁。。
竟然讲是买给我老公的。。
我还很欠打的问是哪一个。。=p
真的是很花痴下。。*.*

its not my day

today quiz..
after class got meeting for lawatan psychiatric..
i'm sorry,cox i cancelled my name from the list..
i wanna join the lawatan..
it's going to perak..
how excited i was when i noe we are going to perak..
but if going to perak,have to spend lots of money..
so,i decided to cancel it..>.<.
guitar and lawatan,i chose guitar..
at least,i spent hundred ringgit,i have something with me..
better than i spent more than that,just for me to enjoy..
i'm sorry i cant make it..
he asked " siapa yang ajk sini tak jadi ikut ?"
ah y told him 3 of us..
he said about IPPT..
another gal said "kitorang ni tak ada tajaan pun ikut jak."
please,change ur sentence..
if u said " why lastime write down ur name but now cancel pulak.?"
or something like tat,as long as u dont talk about IPPT..
if u scold me,fine,i accept..cox tat's really my fault..
if u dont talk about IPPT,yes,im sorry..
bcox i shouldn't quit after i wrote my name on list..
but y must talk about IPPT..??!!
yes,u dont have any sponsor,but u still going..
that's ur problem..
u wan get money from ur parents,its ur business..
if can,please,i dont want to ask money from my parents anymore..
my parents spent too much $$ for me oledi..19years oledi..
now i cant find a point to ask them sponsor me to ENJOY..
didnt give them a cent,but still wanna ask money from them,after 19years old??
maybe u felt that,they are ur parents,its ok if ask them sponsor..
but,i'm sorry!
i really cant make it.
they are my parents,i dont want to bring any trouble to them again..
i dont want to make them worry again..
i made them worry for me for 19years oledi..
i cant continue again
sorry,sincerely



and,this lawatan is not COMPULSORY..
decide to join or not is our matter..
please dont keep on saying IPPT IPPT la..please....


*moody*
reached room..
clean my room...
just realized nowadays if moody,will do something to release it..
eg.sweep the floor
=.=!!



she came to my room..
when she wan bek her room,told her something..
n cried
just in front her
nowadays
starting become a 爱哭包
talk about something-start to cry
think about something-same


一个小小的动作
一个不经意的动作
都会让眼泪留下来
只是一个小小的动作而已

it shouldn't be
shouldn't T.T

christmas~~~~

alright...
woke up at 8am..
prepare prepare..
9something wait KN at A&E..with ahliang, ahxin and ah e..
cox she still got practical..
so we wait her xia then go church with her..
reached church around 10am..
gosh~~!!!
sooooooo many people....>.<.
just sit at the back there..
stand awhile,sit awhile...

lunch time~~
advantage of sitting at the back is~~!!!!
CAN GET TO UPSTAIRS EARLIER...xDDD

我们几只就先到楼上拿好坐下吃了。。=///=
坐在角落。。不好意思嘛。。
人家才开始排队,我们已经拿好了。。xDD
吃好,要去拿水咯。。 帮老二拿一杯。。
拿好,看到阿V和阿J在排队。。
我就一直吩咐他们拿多点sotong给我。。
结果!!
那两只家伙啊!!
一直叫我减肥。。=///=
阿V还提醒我之前Steambot时我吃sotong结果拉肚子的事。。
叫我不要吃。。
我就默默的去找人聊天。。=p
跟阿X和KH聊天。。
看到刚才那两只家伙从我面前pass by...
竟然真的没帮我拿。。=(
这个臭阿J! 敢敢没有帮我拿。。
亏我还当他好兄弟。。
跟他分享心情。。=p
讲真的他跟老杨还有点像勒。。=p
后来吃到快完时还跑来问我sotong勒。。过分。。
*sob sob*

几分钟后阿V竟然捧着一大盘的食物来,叫我拿sotong..
*感动感动*
我看只有一把叉子和汤匙,就在想要怎么拿。。不可能用他的吧。。??
就用手拿咯。。
结果讲我不雅。。@.@
现在的猴子啊!!
banyak macam...=p
后来老二来聊天。。
忘了讲什么,结果阿V讲他在减肥!
讲就算了,还要看着我讲:我在减肥。。
那眼神!!!
还tuk我问我知道吗。。*.*
每次他讲在减肥,每次都要看着我讲。。
让我好。。好。。。。好emo...xDD
我有那么肥吗???xDD
好啦!!
我知道有!!!
没办法啦。。。
东西太好吃了。。
我受不了诱惑。。=///=
在想,以后会不会有人用食物来诱惑我然后把我卖去lucky楼下。。xDD
毕竟如果秤Kg的话我可是很值钱的。。。xDD

后来SK auntie来问我几时剪的头发,还讲很好看。。
auntie离开后,后面传来了一句:wu meh?
回头一看! 那家伙敢敢泼我冷水沃。。@.@
这猴子啊。。
吃东西还这样多意见。。
我就很不要脸的问真的有那么难看meh?=p
答案:觉得会看的。。
他那表情直接告诉我他讲的很勉强。。>.<.
算了。。剪都剪了。。
只好等它长咯。。。
谁叫我总是一时冲动。。>.<.

我就走来走去不懂要干嘛。。
后来又走回刚才讲话的地方。。
阿V喂老二吃。。
老二说轮到junior喂senior了。。
阿V也叉了个菜喂我。。
为什么不是肉类要是菜。。>.<.
太不了解我了。。=p
*肉食动物*XD

阿J送了圣诞礼物。。
巧克力。。@.@
叫我减肥又买巧克力给我,是觉得我太瘦吗。。??>.<.
加上那天生日送的巧克力。。
卡路里。。。>.<.


加上那天生日送的。。
卡路里们。。xD





Monday, December 26, 2011

countdown





we went to uncle david's house for dinner...
from 6 something until 8 something..
got 30 ++ people..
around 8pm,left few of us only..
left ahliang,ahxin,sy,rose,edward,汉民弟兄n me..
auntie asked us wait for pastor cox she wil come n count down..
guess what..??
we KARAOKE at uncle david's house...(^0^)
he's now 70 something oledi..
sporting wat...xDD

VERY VERY HIGH!!!
hahahaha...
especially sy n me keep on singing "ho ar ho ar ho ar"...xDDDD
3mics..xDD
around 11pm,佩思和牧师来了。。
唱一下就听christmas songs...
快十二点时佩思讲唱“三天三夜”。。
更high!!!!
佩思唱,我们其他的就只唱三天三夜~~~
err,不是唱,是喊。。XDD
牧师也很sporting~~
大家那时的情况就像技安唱歌一样。。xDDD
牧师后来还提议唱今天不回家。。
auntie就讲唱好可以在那边ma pou liao...xDD
auntie叫我们新年时再去一起countdown...=)
太好了~~~~<3

MERRY CHIRSTMAS~~<3
圣诞快乐~~~<3

caroling!!!!

四点开始在office前面等咯。。
差不多四点半到church..
我是第一组,就坐另一边咯。。
坐后面。。
后来阿V坐我一排。。
为什么。。??
因为他要开始拉小提琴了!!!xDD
后来牧师祷告,然后我们再练习唱一次咯。。
开始唱一点点后,他就拉咯。。。
前面的人都转下来看。。
全场瞩目啊~~!!(=///=)
后来有的歌没有歌谱。。
他就拉一点一点,听下是哪个音然后叫我帮忙记下来。。@.@

去four season老板的家。。。
天啊~~~
还有guard house在他院子里。。^0^
够力的是老板说,不要担心你们的车,我的guard会去巡逻。。。xD
唱歌~~
吃晚餐~~
报佳音~~

next round~~
去其他uncle auntie家了。。
后来到一个阿嬷家。。
大家要回时唱"真正好-jin jia ho"。。
福建话。。
我不会。。
那时我已经在门口得了。。
就拍手咯。。
jin jia ho~~lai sin ya so jin jia ho~"
我就躲在老二后面小小声唱“ho ar ho ar"而已。。
jin ngong ar!!!XD
从阿嬷家出来到车子有一段小路,阿V就边走边拉christmas song。。
我们就边走边唱。。
we wish u a merry christmas~
we wish u a merry christmas~
we wish u a merry christmas and a happy new year~~

到晓霞姐的家。。
我们就等第二组的人来集合咯。。
我们几个围着桌子坐着。。
老二讲把这些桌子敲敲看有没有金粉金条掉下来。。
因为晓霞姐是卖金的。。xDD
金店啦。。。=p
老二阿X阿V阿P站在我旁边。。
就看阿V拉小提琴。。
*没办法,之前没注意到。。=p
哇塞!!
阿V很专心的拉勒。。
孔子曰:专心的男人最帅了。。
孔子。。??不是!!XDDDDDD
阿吡曰~~xD
*发花痴中*=p

帅是次要,最重要人好。。=)
没有拍什么照片,因为忙着吃和讲话。。(=///=)




晓霞姐问是不是楼梯的风水比较好所以我们在那边拍。。xDD
黑衣那个就是晓霞姐。。很美下。。真想问她是怎么保养得。。=p














阿V和老二。。
老二一直叫他要表现出很幸福的样子。。结果V就这个表情出来。。xDDDD










从sis cynthia家出来时我们两个特地走很快要拍照不要让人kacau到,结果照片出来时模糊了。。@.@
看到后面那个白影没,就是老二从后面赶来时的影子。。xDD













CY,ahxin,KH,ahliang,ahV n ahP..














可以了解为什么我和KH要特地走快快出去拍照了没。。??
看这张就懂了。。xDD
会有家伙们跑进来。。xDD













唯一一张没有家伙们的。。
可是。。。。模糊的。。。>.<.

















忘了是哪个家伙拿violin遮住。。xDD






















thursday,22/12/2011

no class..
but went to lab practice lor..
from 8.30am until 1pm..
after that,hang out with ah T,ah Y,ah M n ah F..
kebun sultan lor..
*oink oink* =p
after that tengok tengok guitar at Harmony Music Center..
guess what?
we bought 3 guitars..xDD
ah T and ah M bought same type,mine si black color 1..<3

around 5+pm,reached hostel..
bath~~bla bla bla~~~
go church lor..
in bus,sit with KN..
she asked " 妹妹你有什么心事哈?看你每次静静的一个人沉思”
我。。。有吗??
应该是没看过我三八的一面吧。。xD

practiced for caroling,divided all of us into 2groups..
hmm...*emo-ing*
until 11 something then balik rumah...
err,i mean hostel..

after half an hour i think,ah xin n cy knocked my door..
then~~McD lor~~~xD
cox what??
cox will have fire drill later,so escape lor..=p
around 12,McD...
gosh~~!!
so many people..
"people mountain people sea"..xDD
4 of us ordered family box..
full!!!(=///=)

Saturday, December 24, 2011

guitar~~~




Tuesday, December 20, 2011

moody

since yesterday
moody
too bad
insomnia
until 3am something
LOL!
today skipped class and hide in the room
and!
cut it
shorter than b4





Monday, December 19, 2011

才发现

11am got clas lor..
the moment i stepped in the dewan kuliah~~
*eseh,THE MOMENT..xD
coursemates wish happy birthday lo...
hafiz shows a happy birthday song through computer in dewan kuliah...
=)
received many wishes from them..thanks all..=)


told her
她问了一个问题
那一刻
流下的泪说明了一切
:')


birthday celebration~

thanks to amoi tijan, amoi ying, liu,fendi,akmal,both darshini,vicky,sam,wan,fatin,hani,nadrah,din,azim,najmi n lastly umai...
never expect wil meet umai bah...xDD
combine birthday celebration with wan..
celebrate with dear geng coursemates..xD
singing~~
talking~~
guitar-ing~~=p
gossip-ing~~xD

and!!
i saw someone pass by wei..=(
too bad..>.<.

almost 1am,left 3 of us..
singing~~
guitar-ing~~
err,im not singing,just clapping..xDD
talking~~
amoi ask he gv wat as present..
she said how good if giv rose..
i said :if gv me rose,i wil hug him tightly..xD
ya mah,1st time receive rose weyy...=p
but just if lah,hehe...xDD

okay lah,going off liao..
happy birthday to wong ahbi~~<3
wish everything ok~~<3

Sunday, December 18, 2011

第一步

。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。
问:哭了多久?
答:一年多。
。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。

不想踏出那一步
因为不想以后历史重演
不想再用上N年来忘记
我真的办不到
再加上,我很笨<<<<---第五个 =(

而且我觉得这样维持着也很好啊
至少以后不会弄到连朋友都做不成
所以我一定不要踏出那一步
那步可能让我跌个四脚朝天翻不了身。。。。

aww~~

Saturday, December 17, 2011

memorable birthday party

sweet~~
happy~~
high~~
my 19th birthday party~~=)
those red eggs,ahliang made li..love u la dear brother~~<3
steambot~~
tomyam and chicken li..
fishball n sotong ar~~my favorites~~
n most surprise is ah v n ah xin bring out a cake..
when "blackout",i thought really blackout wor..because b4 tat got blackout lou..
so i mah thought blackout again lo..
who noes they bring out a cake n "happy birthday to u~~~"
wah~~~touching touching~~~<3
n got arabian kids come n sing their country's language ,i think...:P
and ar~!!
we played 真心话大冒险。。
一开始只有几个在房间里玩,后来被我们拉出来客厅外面玩。。xDD
差点就X在他们手上。。>.<.
大冒险真的很够力哦~~!!
啊~~~
coming friday要去caroling lou~
after that going to see meteor..
waseh~~first time in my life wor~
see meteor~~~<3
should make a wish ho..??
通常看到流星许的愿望是~~~
hiak hiak~~
好吧~~我也要发花痴下..=p
conclusion for today:touching,sweet,memorable n unforgettable..<3
love u all,dear ahliang,ah xin,lee tong,jason,siew ping,kee nieng,edward,chung yung,rose,ambrose,suk jing,tiff and sing yuan..<3



















borneo night

weewit~~~
圆满落幕啦~~~
backstage 的,表演还没开始,我们围着坐在台上聊天。。
*curtain是关着的啦
不懂是谁提议等下curtain拉开时我们几个一起跳chicken dance..xDDD
白目勒。。哈哈哈哈。。
拿着torchlight照来照去。。。=p
照进那间放probs的房间时阿V竟然突然很紧张叫我不要照。。
后来问他干嘛又没讲。。
吓到!@.@

表演开始时也跟audience一起大喊。。xDDD
整个场面很high weyyy!!!!XD
啊~~~~

开始唱国歌州歌和沙巴州歌。。
那时只有我,HS,阿V,阿J和shak在一起。。
只有shak是沙巴人,她唱咯。。
州歌时我们另四只唱。。
*我没唱。。:P
阿V还转过来跟我讲“sing”..
唱州歌还动,这孩子啊。。=p

搞笑的是,drama,putera n puteri 嬉戏。。
那时putera把mic放在地板,拿起来时竟然讲"this is my banana."
wahahahahaha..
稿里没有这句沃~~
幸好那个puteri很快反应,说“o u so naughty."
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
backstage笑翻掉。。。xDD
后来他回后台时我们一直笑他。。
可能是不想让拿mic的那个动作空白吧,所以就讲了这句很搞笑的话。。xDD

有tradi dance,thriller,fashion show and singing咯。。
从开始到尾整个场面都很high ar~~~!!!!
singing时tiff唱好第一首就坐上鼓手的位置。。
大家大喊~~~~
啊~~~~~~~~~~~
才女啊~~~~
开始第二首时也很high....xDDD
叫声连连啊~~~~~
帅~~!!

到十一点多结束了。。
大家都没意思要走人,都留下来拍照。。
不止performance好看,场面的布置也很美勒~~~=p

原本讲要留下来收拾,后来阿良打来讲要去我房间所以就先落跑了。。。:P
*我不是住在宿舍里
吃roti..

后来十二点多开始讲电话,讲到两点多。。
一点多时断一次。。
因为讲超过四十分钟了。。
继续聊。。
两点吧,又断了。。
原来没电了。。=///=
charge一下继续聊。。
讲要conclusion了。。
结果一下子又断了。。
才发现没有charge到...=///=
sorry lah,我们两个都很多话讲讲不完。。=///=
长舌妇嘛。。=p

Friday, December 16, 2011

tired

好吧~~昨晚rehearsal for borneo night..
到十二点多。。@.@
换好衣服洗脸上厕所。。
一点多。。=.=!!
累喂。。。。。。。。。
幸好今天是十点的课。。。
九点alarm响。。一看!
下大雨!!
天啊~~~!!!
我没有雨伞啦!!!
幸好后来赶紧讯息阿Z借。。幸好她有extra..=)

上课到一点。。
两点上到五点半。。=.=!!!
本来下午没课的,讲师要赶完全部presentation..@.@
他们present,我睡觉,睡醒转头讲师站在旁边。。=///=
相信我,她是好人,不会扰人清梦。。=p

就这样,到房间冲凉吹干头发。。。
六点半了。。>.<.
时间过的有点快咯。。:P
七点去等巴士去church..
还在下雨。。。
紧张咯。。。
一直偷偷在心里祷告不要下雨,不然的话等下我要怎么出去啦。。
虽然说其他人都有带伞,可是很不好意思叫人家share啦。。=(
后来雨就有停了。。=)
*感恩感恩<3

结果不懂巴士什么问题,没来。。我们就坐朋友的车去了。。
七点九到吧。。
崇拜and practiced for caroling..
my voice ar...
gosh~~~~~
i thought myself is 夜半歌声。。。>.<.
不过CS讲的对嘛,报佳音是要看你要表达的心意,不是好不好听。。
太赞了这句话~~XD
练到十点半。。
坐YL车会宿舍。。
那多嘴的阿J猴子一直讲我肥。。一大堆。。
跟阿良唱双簧勒~~
臭小子丢光我们猴子的脸了。。这么多话。。:P

十一点到宿舍就直接去rehearsal for borneo night again..
就到十二点半。。。
幸好今天HS有讲叫阿J来帮忙。。
那个stone就阿J和阿V拉。。xD
对了,哀家是做backstage的。。xD
人生第一次喂~~~
第一次去rehearsal时几紧张下。。慌张咯。。
幸好现在比较没那么紧张了,紧张是因为怕把mic拿错咯,忘记给咯。。
刚才躲在阿V后面偷偷看去台外,结果阿V退后差点撞到我。。*.*
好吧,其实是我面积大,所以容易被撞到。。=(
后来我就站另一边偷看出去,看Tiff打鼓~~~
很多花式耶~~~
帅啊~~!!!!
台下尖叫声连连~~
Tiff真是才女啊~~~~
牙科,钢琴,吉他,打鼓,唱歌都会~~
人好又好看~~~
爱斯她了啦~~~~~xDD
结果突然不懂干嘛想转头,就转了过去。。
喝!
阿V站在我后面。。
吓到!!
幸好我没有转的很快,转快点的话就撞到他了。。
有时人矮也是有好处的。。
如果我高点,刚才又又转太快的话,哦偶~~
后果不堪设想。。=p
我怀疑~~~~
他是在报仇我刚刚站他后面吓到他,所以也要吓我。。=p
*没有啦随便讲而已,又在以小人之心度君子之腹了。。=p

好吧。。going to sleep..
it's tomorrow!!!
i cant wait to see the performance in borneo night already!!!
goodnight everyone~~~
hope everyone rest well and show our best..=)

Monday, December 12, 2011

presentation

fine~~
my medical-surgical presentation~~~
1 word-TERRIBLE !!
as expected...>.<.
i thought practiced to explain well before the presentation can make myself talk well and explain properly...
spent time to practice..
but,who knows..??
lost to CONFIDENT and NERVOUS!!
well~~~
i dont think i have to waste my time to think for the PAST presentation..
there's another presentation coming soon...
and 2 CA coming soon too...
gosh~~
but!! i'm still enjoying~~
as a student,we should enjoy what..
as long as dont too over mah...xDD
student..??
study,exam,presentation and enjoy mah..
*although sometimes it's quite suffered lah XD
but,why dont just accept the fact-have to study ,exam and presentation...??
better than keep on complaining..
what for i complain ler ..?
after complaint,have to do too...
appreciate with what i have right now..
who knows after these years,i have no chance to further study..??
*choi choi choi
just an example lah..=)

for those who keep on complaining about ur works, ur partner or something else,maybe you can learn to appreciate it..
cause nobody knows what will happen after this second..
maybe ur boss comes and tell u "u're fired" after this second..
maybe ur partner comes and tell u " sorry,i dont love u anymore"and leave u after this second..
although it's hard to stop complaining,but,just try ur best mah..
sometimes still wil complain lah,but when u start complaining,tell yourself "cheh,just a small case.." *although it's a difficult task =p

hiak hiak~~
goodnite papermelt~xD

winter solstice celebration




那些年错过的爱情

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
无数回忆连结
好想再回到那些年的时光
谁与谁坐他又爱著她

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你
拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记

:')

我想我应该,应该不会爱你
为了要努力,努力的不爱你
所以我让自己那么喜欢你
这样你就不忍心和我分离
我想我讨厌,讨厌骄傲的你
也讨厌美好,美好的那个你
于是我要自己假装讨厌你
那么你就舍不得离我而去
我必须说我真的不会喜欢你
我不喜欢你占据我所有思绪
连你的窃笑也像是鼓励
从早安后的早餐到晚餐后的晚安
别笑了别笑了我不会喜欢你
我放空了我解脱了
你还是在我的眼里
我喜欢了我讨厌了
影响不了我的呼吸
原来我已经无法自拔
我秘密的爱上你
你不必懂我真的不会喜欢你
我不想要你因为我变得消极
有你的城市下雨也美丽
从黎明后的太阳到深夜里的月光
别想了别想了我不会喜欢你
别想了别想了我不会喜欢你

Sunday, December 11, 2011

broke

*pokai mode*
have to pay for room-rm180 again..
gosh~~

before this,
plan to buy a medical-surgical book which cost more than rm150..maybe around rm180..
this book is quite important if compared to other books such as fundamental...
but, now it's not very important la..
as u know,we got lecturer notes..
i even not yet finish those notes,do u think i will read the medical-surgical book which is more than 2000 pages?
yes,u know me well..
i wont read it..
so,why dont i save my money instead of buy the book that i wont read(except during preparation for presentation )...??=p

then, plan to buy a guitar since few weeks ago..
everyone is keep on moving...and moving...
i dont think i have to stay at the origin and look on their footprints..
and counting their steps..
and looking at their back...
and waiting..........:')
until i cant see them...
until they get far from me..
trying and doing something new..=)
doing something new can prevent from looking backward but looking forward..=)

well~~
all these are just PLAN~~~
maybe i should say "all these are still PLAN,i will make them true"..=)


afternoon..
during class,group 9 was presenting in front..
guess what ??
i was busy with my plan on how to use my money what..
since i left rm*** only..@.@
never mind, money comes from..??
SAVE!!
yes,i admit that i loved to eat and shopping..
but !!!
see??!!
here's a BUT!!!
can control what~~~
eating and shopping considered as voluntary control,not involuntary..
so,i believed i can save my money and use it to buy the thing i want..=)


*just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's alright because i love the way u lie=)

Friday, December 9, 2011

tutti frutti

that's it!!
TUTTI FRUTTI~~~
and it shows out "with experience" and "without experience"..
"without experience: i just mixed all the flavor i took;
"with experience": jason separate it..
see the pics below then u will know it..