its not my day

today quiz..
after class got meeting for lawatan psychiatric..
i'm sorry,cox i cancelled my name from the list..
i wanna join the lawatan..
it's going to perak..
how excited i was when i noe we are going to perak..
but if going to perak,have to spend lots of money..
so,i decided to cancel it..>.<.
guitar and lawatan,i chose guitar..
at least,i spent hundred ringgit,i have something with me..
better than i spent more than that,just for me to enjoy..
i'm sorry i cant make it..
he asked " siapa yang ajk sini tak jadi ikut ?"
ah y told him 3 of us..
he said about IPPT..
another gal said "kitorang ni tak ada tajaan pun ikut jak."
please,change ur sentence..
if u said " why lastime write down ur name but now cancel pulak.?"
or something like tat,as long as u dont talk about IPPT..
if u scold me,fine,i accept..cox tat's really my fault..
if u dont talk about IPPT,yes,im sorry..
bcox i shouldn't quit after i wrote my name on list..
but y must talk about IPPT..??!!
yes,u dont have any sponsor,but u still going..
that's ur problem..
u wan get money from ur parents,its ur business..
if can,please,i dont want to ask money from my parents anymore..
my parents spent too much $$ for me oledi..19years oledi..
now i cant find a point to ask them sponsor me to ENJOY..
didnt give them a cent,but still wanna ask money from them,after 19years old??
maybe u felt that,they are ur parents,its ok if ask them sponsor..
but,i'm sorry!
i really cant make it.
they are my parents,i dont want to bring any trouble to them again..
i dont want to make them worry again..
i made them worry for me for 19years oledi..
i cant continue again
sorry,sincerely



and,this lawatan is not COMPULSORY..
decide to join or not is our matter..
please dont keep on saying IPPT IPPT la..please....


*moody*
reached room..
clean my room...
just realized nowadays if moody,will do something to release it..
eg.sweep the floor
=.=!!



she came to my room..
when she wan bek her room,told her something..
n cried
just in front her
nowadays
starting become a 爱哭包
talk about something-start to cry
think about something-same


一个小小的动作
一个不经意的动作
都会让眼泪留下来
只是一个小小的动作而已

it shouldn't be
shouldn't T.T