Tired

Im not fine
Im not okay
Tired of showing "relax la~"
"I'm okay"
- my smiling face-

When everything goes wrong
Goes worse
When ruptured  tumor spreads
When I can't do anything to help
Can only looked at mom
See how suffered she was
Can't do anything
Saw mom crying
Suffering

I won't gv up
But I dunwan to see mom suffersi
But then this stupid nurse duno anything
Can't help anything
Only noe cry n cry

Scared cant control my tears in front of mom
Choose to escape
escape from everythg
Hide in room

Insomnia
Cried until fall asleep
The only way

Mom said she mis grandma n Aaron
But she x dare to call grandma, scare wil cry
Wat to do....,.

Any body please tell me