Stupid nurse

It has been 3 weeks ago
but stil can't 4gt bout tat
Bring another big trouble to family again
Cox of my stupidity
Altho studied nursing for 2years++
its final year now
But stil can't even handle while Aaron fit
Cause accident
N family have to pay for the car
Bring another trouble to them
T.T


Mom is suffering
Can't do anything
The only thing I do is pray
N singing church song
To cheer her up
Wan to acc her more
But dunwan to c how suffer she is
Dunwan to c mom cry in front of me
She suffered since I was born
Why has to continue suffering in other way
T.T

Stress with work
Assignment
Presentation
N when see mom suffers

Usually used to listen to songs
Earphone on
Turn on volume to the max
To release stress
But today
Decided to change a way
Cycling
At least release abit



can't remember
Since when love to drink neslo
Before this never ever want to drink neslo or Nescafé
Cox for me
It's bitter
But now
Neslo or Nescafé become my choices
N "bitter gourd"
Everytime
if lunch at cafe
No matter how bitter it is
It never n wouldnt bitter than life
:')


咖啡再苦
也不及生活苦


Tried to think positively
But always failed
T.T